Album Review: Kaitlyn Hiller’s ‘For My Sanity’
Kaitlyn Hiller’ s debut album, For My Sanity, feels like an emotional exhale, a raw and unapologetic exploration of mental health, personal struggle, and the resilience it takes to confront both. The album is a sonic memoir of Hiller’s journey through trauma, self-discovery, and healing—but it’s also a universal narrative that will resonate deeply with anyone grappling with their own demons.
At its core, For My Sanity is a celebration of personal strength in the face of adversity. Kaitlyn Hiller doesn’t just sing about her battles; she invites her listeners to join her in reclaiming power from the struggles that once held her back. The ten-track album blends sharp, cathartic lyrics with compelling melodies, striking a balance between vulnerability and defiance. From the disorienting chaos of mental health breakdowns to the empowering moments of walking away from toxic relationships, Hiller gives voice to a journey that is both deeply personal and widely relatable.
The album opens with “My Name Is,” a confessional introduction that immediately sets the tone. The track describes the sudden, overwhelming onset of Hiller’s mental health episodes, using stark, introspective lyrics that make the listener feel the confusion and isolation of such moments. It’s a stark but necessary beginning, grounding the album in an emotional reality that many will find painfully familiar.
Title track “For My Sanity” is the album’s rallying cry. With its catchy yet defiant refrain, “You suck for my sanity,” Hiller delivers a fearless anthem about self-preservation and the necessity of cutting ties with anything or anyone who jeopardizes your peace of mind. It’s a song about taking ownership of your mental well-being, no matter the cost. The track is both empowering and anthemic, a reminder that sometimes, letting go is the most powerful thing you can do for yourself.
Perhaps the album’s most emotionally charged moment is “PTSD,” a track that addresses the lingering impact of trauma. Hiller doesn’t just explore the effects of bullying and toxic experiences—she lays bare the complex layers of emotional scars that shape how we navigate the world. The captivating blend of alternative rock and introspective lyrics underscores the emotional weight of the song, capturing the feeling of being haunted by the past while struggling to move forward.
Musically, For My Sanity spans genres with a blend of indie, pop, and alternative rock influences. The emotional depth of the lyrics is matched by dynamic instrumentation, from the introspective ballads to the upbeat, empowering anthems.
What truly sets For My Sanity apart, however, is the innovative use of AI technology in its creation. Hiller discovered Suno, an AI-powered platform, in September 2024, and used it in the production process. The technology helped Hiller break through creative blocks and refine her vision, adding a layer of contemporary innovation to an album that feels timeless in its emotional scope. It’s a striking example of how technology and artistry can intersect to produce something that feels both personal and forward-thinking.
For My Sanity is a necessary and powerful reminder that healing is a journey—and that, sometimes, the most radical act of self-care is simply putting your sanity first.